Ishte viti 1990, Rr\u00ebshen – Mirdit\u00eb. <\/b><\/i>(Pak koh\u00eb pasi presidenti Alia ishte kthyer nga nj\u00eb vizit\u00eb n\u00eb SHBA.)<\/p>\n
\u2026 Troket dera e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Hap der\u00ebn dhe p\u00ebrball\u00eb m\u00eb del nj\u00eb burr\u00eb, q\u00eb menj\u00ebher\u00eb hedh dy hapa pas, si p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cNuk dua t\u2019ju shqet\u00ebsoj.\u201d Habitem. Me shpejt\u00ebsin\u00eb e er\u00ebs, e njoh fytyr\u00ebn e tij. Ishte nj\u00eb nga \u201ckalecat\u201d, si\u00e7 quheshin at\u00ebher\u00eb punonj\u00ebsit e Deg\u00ebs s\u00eb Pun\u00ebve t\u00eb Brendshme<\/b>. Emrin nuk ia dija, as e m\u00ebsova ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cMirdita,\u201d \u2013 m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt. \u2013 \u201cDoja t\u00eb flisja me m\u00ebsuese Klelian.\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n
\u201cNuk \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr momentin,\u201d \u2013 i them.<\/p>\n
\u201cS\u2019ka problem,\u201d \u2013 p\u00ebrgjigjet ai. \u2013 \u201cVet\u00ebm t\u2019i thuash t\u00eb paraqitet n\u00eb Deg\u00ebn e Brendshme t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn n\u00eb or\u00ebn 8 t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit.\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n
Fytyra e tij nuk shfaqte asnj\u00eb lloj eg\u00ebrsie, p\u00ebrkundrazi, dukej sikur p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb mos m\u00eb trembte. Nj\u00eb sjellje e pazakont\u00eb p\u00ebr koh\u00ebn.<\/p>\n
\u201cPa tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb do ia p\u00ebrcjell mesazhin,<\/strong>\u201d \u2013 i them.<\/p>\n \u201cDit\u00ebn e mir\u00eb,\u201d \u2013 m\u00eb thot\u00eb dhe largohet.<\/strong><\/p>\n Mbyll der\u00ebn dhe filloj t\u00eb endem n\u00ebp\u00ebr korridor, duke menduar pse e k\u00ebrkonin maman\u00eb n\u00eb Deg\u00ebn e Brendshme. N\u00eb mendje m\u00eb silleshin fjal\u00ebt e atij burri \u2013 nuk ishin k\u00ebrc\u00ebnuese, por thjesht si nj\u00eb porosi. Po pse vall\u00eb? \u00c7far\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb mamaja q\u00eb e k\u00ebrkonin?<\/b><\/p>\n Aso kohe, mbaj mend, se nuk na p\u00eblqente t\u00eb kalonim para asaj nd\u00ebrtese. Edhe punonj\u00ebsve t\u00eb saj u shmangeshim sa mundeshim\u2026<\/p>\n Mezi prita t\u00eb vinte mamaja. E trembur, i thash\u00eb q\u00eb e kishin thirrur t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn n\u00eb Deg\u00eb<\/b>. Por i shtova se personi q\u00eb e lajm\u00ebroi ishte i kujdessh\u00ebm n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn si foli. Erdhi edhe babi nga puna, dhe i tregova t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb.<\/p>\n \u201cPo \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb vall\u00eb?\u201d \u2013 i tha babi mamit. \u2013 \u201cMos ke rrahur ndonj\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebs?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cE more edhe ti!\u201d \u2013 ia ktheu mamaja<\/strong>. \u2013 \u201cUn\u00eb nuk prek f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi me dor\u00eb, jo m\u00eb t\u00eb bot\u00ebs.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cPo he pra, pse t\u00eb kan\u00eb thirrur?\u201d \u2013 nguli k\u00ebmb\u00eb babi.<\/strong><\/p>\n Mamaja ngriti supet dhe u mendua. Ishte e shtun\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cKush pret deri t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebsuar pse t\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb?\u201d \u2013 tha babi.<\/p>\n \u201cEh, po ja, do vij\u00eb e h\u00ebna,\u201d \u2013 ia ktheu mamaja. \u2013 \u201cDo shkojm\u00eb e do shohim..<\/b><\/p>\n \u201cDo shkojm\u00eb, the?\u201d \u2013 e ngacmoi babi.<\/strong> \u2013 \u201cJo moj shoqe, do shkosh vet\u00eb, se mua s\u2019m\u00eb ka thirrur njeri.\u201d<\/p>\n Aty m\u00eb erdhi p\u00ebr t\u00eb qeshur, por e mbajta veten.<\/strong><\/p>\n T\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn, mamaja u ngrit her\u00ebt, piu kafen dhe u nis. Tek dera e Deg\u00ebs e priti vet\u00eb kryetari i saj:<\/b><\/i><\/p>\n \u201cMir\u00ebm\u00ebngjes, m\u00ebsuese Klelia.<\/strong> Urdh\u00ebroni brenda.\u201d<\/p>\n Deri aty, \u00e7do gj\u00eb i ishte dukur normale dhe me respekt. M\u00eb pas, u ul\u00ebn p\u00ebrball\u00eb n\u00eb zyr\u00eb.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cSi jeni, si po ju ec\u00ebn puna? F\u00ebmij\u00ebt mir\u00eb?<\/strong>\u201d \u2013 pyeti kryetari.<\/p>\n \u201cMir\u00eb, faleminderit,\u201d \u2013 u p\u00ebrgjigj mamaja, me padurim p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebsuar arsyen e takimit.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cZonj\u00eb,\u201d \u2013 vazhdoi ai, \u2013 \u201cdit\u00ebn e shtun\u00eb nj\u00eb punonj\u00ebs ju lajm\u00ebroi q\u00eb t\u00eb paraqiteshit. Po ju them direkt: Ju keni babain n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb, apo jo?\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n Mamaja, e njohur p\u00ebr qet\u00ebsin\u00eb e saj, iu p\u00ebrgjigj menj\u00ebher\u00eb:<\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cNuk e di ku \u00ebsht\u00eb babai im. Di vet\u00ebm q\u00eb m\u00eb ka l\u00ebn\u00eb dy vje\u00e7 dhe m\u00eb ka rritur n\u00ebna ime e vetme.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cPo, i dim\u00eb k\u00ebto,\u201d \u2013 tha kryetari. \u2013 \u201cPor babai juaj k\u00ebrkon t\u2019ju takoj\u00eb. Na sillni let\u00ebrnjoftimin q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatisim pasaport\u00ebn e udh\u00ebtimit. T\u00eb premten, do shkoni n\u00eb Post\u00ebn Qendrore n\u00eb or\u00ebn 4. Do k\u00ebrkoni Rom\u00ebn dhe do lidheni me babain tuaj. Ka ardhur nga Amerika n\u00eb Rom\u00eb, sepse do t\u2019ju takoj\u00eb.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n Mamaja mbeti pa fjal\u00eb. Fal\u00ebnderoi kryetarin dhe doli e hutuar. Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, fjal\u00ebt e tij i kumbojn\u00eb n\u00eb mendje si nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. U ul n\u00eb cep t\u00eb divanit, k\u00ebrkoi nj\u00eb got\u00eb uj\u00eb\u2026<\/b> dhe un\u00eb, mezi prisja ta d\u00ebgjoja.<\/p>\n T\u00eb premten, t\u00eb dyja shkuam n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, n\u00eb Post\u00ebn Qendrore.<\/strong> N\u00eb or\u00ebn 4, k\u00ebrkuam lidhje me Rom\u00ebn. Ishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb e shihja maman\u00eb t\u00eb dridhej. Kur d\u00ebgjoi z\u00ebrin e t\u00eb atit q\u00eb nuk e kishte d\u00ebgjuar kurr\u00eb, i ra t\u00eb fik\u00ebt\u2026<\/p>\n Edhe un\u00eb fola me gjyshin. I thash\u00eb se p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte folur shpesh gjyshja.<\/b><\/p>\n Pas disa dit\u00ebsh, pasaporta ishte gati. Viza italiane ishte n\u00eb rregull, sepse emrat e familjes ishin regjistruar m\u00eb her\u00ebt.<\/strong><\/p>\n N\u00eb at\u00eb udh\u00ebtim shkuan mamaja, gjyshja dhe djali i daj\u00ebs, q\u00eb ishte vet\u00ebm 10 vje\u00e7.<\/strong><\/p>\n N\u00eb vitin 1990, mamaja ime ishte 52 vje\u00e7. U desh\u00ebn plot 50 vjet pritje, q\u00eb t\u00eb takonte p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb \u2013 dhe t\u00eb fundit \u2013 babain q\u00eb nuk e kishte njohur kurr\u00eb.<\/strong><\/p>\n Gjyshi nd\u00ebrroi jet\u00eb n\u00eb vitin 1991. Vuante nga Parkinsoni. N\u00eb lagjen Queens t\u00eb Nju Jorkut, kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb amanet:<\/b><\/p>\n \u201cKushdo nga familja ime q\u00eb vjen i pari, t\u2019i dhuroni k\u00ebt\u00eb piktur\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb vajza ime n\u00eb fotografin\u00eb e matur\u00ebs.\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n Piktura, e realizuar n\u00eb vitin 1960, u dhurua v\u00ebllait tim kur shkoi n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb n\u00eb vitin 1993.<\/strong><\/p>\n Sot, un\u00eb e ruaj at\u00eb piktur\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb i vetmi amanet i gjyshit q\u00eb takoi vajz\u00ebn e tij vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb \u2013 por q\u00eb nuk e harroi kurr\u00eb.<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Rr\u00ebfenj\u00eb nga Estela Ruka. Ishte viti 1990, Rr\u00ebshen – Mirdit\u00eb. 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